well, it will surely be an exciting weekend with Global Chinese Music Award being held in Town and lucky me will be going there to watch... with people like eason, joey yung, justin, janice performing...Exciting!

I find no enjoyment in leading people... but, SUAY enough to end up leading people in the end. well, maybe i only enjoyed it in secondary school... i went on to ITE..dear jason will be the first one who would stand up as a leader but if jason is not around, i'm the pick. MDIS as well.. i could not leave the word leader. i'm not the best leader around too... just that leader do the shit and members just follow..so i'm always assign to do the shit.

Now.. that i'll be put to that position again *hate it*. i have my concerns and worries..the reaction of the group...and the current leader's reaction and what they are gonna to say..my heart skip a beat whether i thought abt this.. but i havent wanna reject the offer becuz i havent try doing it yet and they are readily to back me up..which i appreciate alot. i understand that there will be alot of changes ahead and plans for me...and all i need to do is to prove myself.. I was overjoyed when i heard things that are coming my way but it din last when i thought of the responsibility that comes along with it...oh sucks.

I love music and singing. It's my life.

Keep believing......

those miserable days
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