This whole entry is extracted from denise ho's blog once again..but i've change some of the words...

我的一生，似乎就是建立於一個又一個夢想裡面。

小時候，因為鍾愛啊姐，
瘋狂熱愛她的一切，
幻想可以認識她，成為她徒弟，
就憑住一份傻勁，一份堅持，
結果改變了自己一生。

做了歌手，好多東西看不過眼，
好多東西不認同，相信終有一天能夠用自己的方法打破一些東西
結果雖然因為這份執著
令到自己走了一條最難走的路
但總讓我追得到，
而且證明到這個世界不是只有一和二，
還可以有三四五六七。
過程痛快，無怨無悔。

後來, 做梁祝，是因為一份愛。
因為我頑強地相信愛。
我相信愛能夠衝破一切，
我相信地久天長依然存在於世上。
可能生於這一個年代，
這一種想法已經太不合時，
但就是這一份信念，帶給我好多好多，


活於這個社會，
有夢想的人，往往會給人覺得太傻，太瘋顛。
會有人看不過眼
會有人想刻意打敗你
會有人告訴你這樣想是錯
會有人告訴你這個世界其實是殘酷
但這些都只不過因為這些人
他們永遠都沒有這一個福份，感受到夢想和信念的寶貴，
他們一世都不會明白，
而因為不明白，所以要令所有曾經擁有夢想的人都跟他們一樣
變得要接受現實和平凡。

不錯，面對這一切，
要堅持自己是很難，
要打破一些的定既模式更難，
但就因為難，所以先會令我們有所成長，
才能令你日後可以飛得更高更遠，
才可以給自己看到遠方的彩虹。

所以，千萬不可以因為這樣而令自己洩氣
真的，失去任何東西都不重要，
身邊一切都會隨住歲月離我們而去
唯有心中那團火，
那份信念，那份愛，
永遠會陪住我們。
千萬千萬不可以給它溜走。
對我來講，沒有夢想，等同於沒有了靈魂，
我，好險，差一點點.....好在，在最後關頭將它抓住。
過去暫且成定局，不必再難堪，唯有向前看。
重拾一切。
慢慢來，
請加油。

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I think this entry was pretty good. without dreams is just like being without a soul. What denise wrote is very very extremely true. in this society, those with dreams are being seen as silly or crazy. People diss u..people tell u that ur thinking is wrong..people tell u this is a cruel world but these are the people that do not have the chance to feel what we all feel.. to feel how real our belief and our dreams are.. forever they wont understand... and becuz they dont understand, they want to make other accept the fact of reality. True! it's really not easy to still fight for urself.. to fight for ur dreams...to change mindset. But becuz it's difficult, we grow up from it...we learn from it.. let us soar higher...let us see the rainbow beyond. That's why...we cannot give up... losing any other things is okay..becuz as we grow older we will lose people or things along the way. but only that passion..that burning flame in our heart.. that belief..that love..that will stay with us. and we cannot let it go..

No matter how many times we failed... we just pick ourselve up and do it again. and do not becuz u are afraid to fail...u miss that chance...of cuz..everytime u fail.. disappointment sets in. but if u do not try, u wont know whether this will be ur chance... we are still young. and this is the time to try. dun wait till u are 30 years old..it will be too late den. I've been doubted.. alot of times in fact. but i am still standing strong...becuz it's not about them...it's about me. i can be so sure that it's not an easy journey here... it might even be ur own frens who are pulling u down...stay strong...its a tough journey ahead. cuz we have dreams...those who doesnt dare to fight for their dreams or who without dreams won't feel that very special feeling. now i can say i accept failure openly.. over the past 2 months when life is rather screw up..i grew up from there.. not saying it's not as screw up.. but because i've grown up through that process..somehow things doesnt look that bad anymore... in fact, it's looking better now.

like denise..there was a certain time.. i nearly lose that passion...that spirit.. but manage hold on to it. though sometimes i still struggle to keep everything alive... really..it's difficult. i am always afraid one day i might lose that passion... really. nothing scares me more den that. take it slow... 加油.. i will keep holding on to what i've been believing in... be it whether there's anyone believing in me.

Because it's not about them.

Well, i guess being happy is still the main thing i wanna say... when u are happy, u attract good things coming ur way.

This post is dedicated to u. the dream chaser. to those who dare to dream and fight for their dreams. and to these people...u know who u are. my best sister. my new found fren. and that someone who goes kuku over joey now! buaa :P

those miserable days
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