me and my frustrations...

everyone who deals with music just wanna be appreciated. many dont understand the feelings...but i do. Chen liang came messaging me just now and told me the good news.. that Lee Wei Song (LWS) listened to his song and said it's not bad...it's suitable for huang yi da. LWS asked him to do the music arrangement and demo. isn't that cool? i mean how often u get LWS telling u tat?..mind u it's LWS!!! not some funny people! His supervisor said he was veyr lucky cuz LWS neva does that..just out of no where get someone to play a piece of music. normally he listen to instructors or student's music. CL still chatting to me... and he is DAMN happy. i'll be happy too if it's me. LWS leh! hahaz ya la..not important to many but important to people who is doing music like CL. how often u get LWS playing on the piano and u singing? U TELL ME?~!!!? *envy like fuck man* and CL is telling me now if got song can pass to him den he help me pass to his publishing manager.. now he is telling me..jolin send her lyrics to the sch and wanna find a melody. so cool right. how often u get to talk to people like CL or maybe alastair...they fill u in with alot of information. CL is with LWS sch of music and Alastair the director of Echobeats. seriously speaking..i think i'm lucky! really lucky... always been fed with such information is a blessing..forever a blessing..as long as it's music-related. I envy chen liang now lor... hahaz. I told CL that we will work hard together! i am willing to work hard! very hard in fact! i am already putting in alot of effort liaoz. and i've said it! i told CL i wanna be like him! spread music knowledge!

but like i've said...i have my frustration too...cuz i dun knoe all these will lead me to eventually...or will it get me anywhere. or most importantly, will i reach my final destination? cuz sometimes i feel that i'm not growing in this area anymore...so at times i will just have to wonder......*sigH*

those miserable days
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