1st event*
it's not a long time since we met up...it was her birthday the last time we saw each other but if u're talking abt sitting down like good old days and chatting..it's been more den half a year... been almost 7 or 8 mths since i really talked to cindy. feel kinda weird talking to her though. and i also realise alot of my thinkings have changed....changed a great deal...alot alot.. maybe it's becuz i'm mixing with people of another extreme side..that's why the change of thinking...o well~ its all up to her.. as long she think she is moving in the right direction..and she is making the right decision...fullest support given....

2nd event*
eh... sometimes dont knoe whether he is encouraging or discouraging~ haha. yes yes!!i am still trying to find myself!! zhao zi ji!! trying trying...difficult sia! how to find when i dont even know myself! eeeyeer!!! furstrating leh!!! very veyr veyr furstrating!!!! where to find myself!? AHhHh!! NUTS!!!

3rd event*
well! i sld have joined her!! damn..i regret now!! she's such an influence! ARGH! juzt hate that! i can image how cool i'll be doing all those moves~ OMG! *cover mouth*cover ears*cover eyes! i cant stop regretting now lor... AHhhH!!! can i please turn back the hands of time? *sings*~ zeng yi zhi yan bi yi zhi yan~~~ni yao zai dui wo hao yi dian~~

BooHooO!!!! I REGRET!!!! why din i try? i sld have tried...if not i neva know whetheri can do it!!! wah damn~ the more i talk abt it.... it's like..I REGRET!!

no doubts...i love singing..i love music..and hope to love dancing in time to come...cant wait for the day to come when i lay my hands on the black and white keys...it's the reason why the smile is still on my face...it's the reason why some people came into my life...it's the reason why there's something to look forward to... it's also the reason i see why not many of my frens given their support :P THE REASON!

those miserable days
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