GoOooOod morning...i juz woke up from my short nap...it's around 5am! yea...i'm working! juz feeling tired now... *yawn*. i'm gonna come back in the evening at 6pm again...cant wake to go home to sleep...so sleepy... especially after i finish eating! it's another 4 hours before i can go back home...*counting down*..the rest of them gonna leave at 8.30am..and i'm leaving at 9am...but anyways.... well..i dont care.. i told aisah to max out my hours if possible... i'm working almost everyday..actually..i'm working everyday... jasmine wanna max out her hrs as well but i was afriad she wont be able to survive!!! she looks sick... so when i filled in the schedule..i din dare to put her too long hours...hope she's ok :D i'm trying not to be sick! haha. i'm a survivor! i'm going for blood test next mth..hopes everything gonna be fine....really fine i hope...jasmine gonna be fit to fight the crazy time slot together with me...but anyways, in the midst of doing the night shift, i changed a few keyboards....cuz it's so frekaing hard to type..ya see! typo error! and finally settled down on someone else keyboard..bah i dont care who's keyboard this is..but at least i can type better...i dropped by at kbox before appearing at work cuz it was alvin's birthday...and he die die want to see me there..so i dropped by..it was weird when he shaked my hand and din wanna let go and yes..his gf was beside him...and gladly holding me hand all along asking how have i been..it might be one of the longest handshake i took for awhile..oh ya~ bryan's birthday is around the corner as well~ wonder does he want any present Buaha! ohhHh...ohh feel so like farting now...feel like shitting.. Buahah!! i'm crazy.... i'm nuts! i'll die working i think....i din realise i could be such a workaholic...i neva ever realise that ..i'm hardly home...office seems to be my home now. i cant stop working..i really cant...seems to be an addiction.... i think i'll fall sick if i dont work...i think i'm a guy! haha..i'm too guy-like. u also realise i've been typing rubbish here...yes i'm juzt bored and trying quite hard to keep myself awake... higher management is coming down later...i wont stay long enough to see any of them anyways.....damn tired lor... i wanna work hard!!! but i also wanna make chen liang proud..tell me a way... *sigH* support are only words people give me on the surface...do they really feel this way will be another matter...but so far..i know one person is sincere enough...the rest..i'm not sure... i dont trust humans too much...i'm too alien i think. hm..wat else can i talk abt? oh ya...will be on lotsa shifts...i chiong this whole mth.... few days..i worked 14 hours straight...i din wanna care....i dont wanna rest... people choing..means clubbing...my chiong...means work...so chiong chiong chiong!!! i miss my bed... i can hardly rem sleeping on that comfortable bed of mine.... hardly rem typing in lower caps... hardly rem sitting in front of my computer...hardly rem i'm at home... i'm still trying to max out my enegry...seems like..i can tahan for quite sometime.

arr..nice..i got my iPOD playing tian kong now..when i started this entry..it was playing "fan fu ji hao"...slap those people who's eating mCDonald in the middle of the night! ArGh!!

those miserable days
5:09 AM