distance is growing...and evetually both of us might turn strangers one day.. neva try to assure me everything is ok when things dont look like they are ok..neva tell me u'll be there when u neva was there.. it could be my fault that things turn out the way it did.. i cant help but think... why is it always that things will have to turn out this way? at times..i'm juz tired..emotionally tired... the last time i saw you... it was weird.. maybe because nobody cares anymore. Blame me for making things the way it is... cant deny..i was silly..and even stupid...to try to maintain everything..or maybe to you i wasn't doing anything...or am i not actually dooing anything... but i figured..u wont be reading this anyway and even if u're reading this..u might not even know i'm talking about you..what can be said? what can be done? everything been put into the history textbook... it's my past now..no longer the present or the future... u're just someone who walked outta my life like many others did... u told me u'll be the best.. i doubt that. i dont seem to knoe you anymore.... strange feelings... strange emotions... to be gladful u once was there or to be sad that u're someone who seems so strange now...but i dont get why things are the way it is now... who can answer my qns?

one day..u will be the stranger who was once close to me.......for now..i'll make myself a cup of lipton tea and think what did i do wrong....or maybe nothing even matters now....i'll just walk my way without you....

those miserable days
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