a born gemini..... supposingly the best type communicator around. but the fact remains that many of my feelings are nebulous and vague and i cannot easily verbalize feelings... so nobody really understands me...maybe i dont understand myself either. the hardest thing to do is talk to someone... getting someone to understand everything inside the conversation is soooooo difficult..and yes, i admit..it's my problem not theirs.. maybe i'm stubborn.... will anyone out there understand a stubborn gemini? a dumb one in fact! Maybe there is this one person out there who can actually makes me listen... but i dont share alot.. oh well... i'm tired... tired of trying to express my thoughts..my feelings..my everything.... just dont feel like talking anymore somehow.....

"Have a great love and affinity for music, music seems a natural language for this gemini."

conclusion: i'm not a talker.. i'm a listener..

those miserable days
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