it's a sunday afternoon.... i'm going to work later...my mum juz stepped into my room and told me my sister is in debts AGAIN... i have to wonder....where does all her money goes to... i've been telling my parents..dont spoilt us...if not we'll neva learn our mistake cuz everytime we know we get into trouble...our dear parents will be there.... it's sad....it's a sad sad case...cuz i know eventually when i start getting a full time salary... most of it goes to my family and clearing my sister debts... i cant stop tat from happening... i'm sad. Thomas asked me to voice out my unhappiness... seriously, if everything is that simple...it would have been easier for me now. but in the end, someone will have the settle the problem... so might as well...prevent the quarrels and just get a job...work..earn cash and settle watever problem. i admit i'm silly... but i rather things to be this way....cuz it's not like i haven't spoken to my sister abt it...and we ended up in a very heated arguement.... hurtful words were used. surely, i dont wanna go through all over again..not like i haven't got enough problems now.....

those miserable days
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