sometimes...i'm just glad certain people came into my life. i dont know why...sometimes u just feel comfortable with certain people and feel uncomfortable with others. some just make you laugh till you cry..while others...u just dont feel you need to be there... like a wrong piece of jigsaw puzzle..trying to fit into the picture which is not possible at all. i haven't laughed so hard for so long already...both of us din really bother whether there's humans around us..and we really laughed out LOUD...she gives me abs man that woman... she makes me cry~ laugh till i cry...but anyways, we got stares but who care... i feel comfortable with her. i need someone who can make me laugh more... i think i'm dying of sadness? or frowness? is there such a word?..haha i doubt so. worrying alot lately... i am begining to see the responsibilty coming...i wont call it a burden though...but i tot i shouldn't be the only one doing it...i have an elder sister and brother but seems that none of them are contributing to the family... i need a stable job.... nothing matter quite as much as getting a good income job. i really need it desperately...my birthday wish! i'm greedy..i have lotsa other wishes too.... but anyway, maybe i have a strong sense of responsibility..... i dont see why i sld not provide for my parents where they have given me alot throughout these years....

can someone make me laugh? please send in ur application form~ haha

those miserable days
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