"SIAN" is a word you hardly hear from me for sometime already...but now..i'm sick...i'm tired and i'm in a job i dont like...i've to talk for as long as i am working....and everyone around me know this..i dont like talking... i hardly talk. haha. i sing more den i talk i think.... i told jas wat i wanted to do in the future.. haha. the twins in me is fighting...one dying very much for success..the other dying to do what i like which wont have much future...To Live For Interest!. well, fair's life. u only got a choice :) i always like to tell gregory "Not Fair!" and i will always rem him telling me..."look at your fingers...none of them are of equal length...it's the same..life's neva fair...if life's fair den all your fingers will be of the same length" haha. kinda agree though..that's something i rem thoughout the years...so i guess...i'm preety much stuck with this job.... FOR THE MONEY! muz start injecting positive thoughts into myself...

Made up my mind already...not planning to celebrate my birthday already..but nevertheless..i wish for health. i'm rather tired of being always sick...just sometimes, i wanna close my eyes...den just pass my life like that...when i open my eyes...it's time to go. oh well.... may everything fall into place in time to come....*pray*

those miserable days
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