Friday, April 15, 2005
past few days~~
i had started work already...so din really have the enegry left to blog and moreover, thanks to my brother...he kinda murdered my computer..not sure what he has done to it... it was infected with virus and i wasn't able to start up my computer but i manage to format everything and there goes my 80 GB of information..both my sis and mine. :'(... was really horrible~ my computer is just like my boyfriend..i love my computer and cant do without it! so imagine what it was like when my computer was so very siCk! so fed up with my brother...told him a 1,000,001 time that never ever to install or go to website which he doesnt know what in there. now now...i think he learnt his lesson at my expense! aRgh!!!
Well, yday was my 3rd day at work..i was still under training so din really do anything..went there at 9 den back home at 6..so it was pretty ok.. but quite nerve wreaking once being left alone. But despite being extremely tired yday, i still went karaoking after work :P. so most of my songs went out of tune...off pitch also~ haha. just too tired but i cant help but sing...cuz i LOVEEEEE to sing :D but i took some pictures too...when my fren was singing...lolx...nothing better to do :P

the beginning of the photo taking session

dont like this pic~

hm...dark?

erm... fake smile?

ahhh...finallly! something nice?

My legs!!
kcin just introduced a new album to me...but it's not available in singapore yet but he said she got good vocals so i'm quite anxious to hear her songs.. but it's nice la to have someone to share cantonese songs with me..sometimes i think i'm born in the wrong place~
sometimes i only wish..................
明目張膽
等 終於到夜深 才能收集上次你 留在飯店那紙巾
夜更深 不敢送贈的吻 全憑我手中的偷拍照
營做著你那體溫
* 我 如果想一世人 和你過
平時就要企後幾吋 去幻想 別要摸
# 若有 一天公開 明目張膽的愛 我怕會讓你 太意外
我的愛 只願 縮到最小 彷彿不存在
就算 我最愛你 情願好好遮蓋 化作了密碼 不公開
我一向 都慣自言自語 沒別人愛
難道你發覺我志在 就會肯滿足這期待
如若我也有權愛 同樣我也有權愛不必被愛
揀 偏僻角落坐 完全袒露就怕我 全部被你看情楚
待你好 只不過是幫我 成為我愛演的一個我 其實未算太坎坷
Repeat * #
暗裡進行更自在 不相戀 誰會受害
但願盡情地種 誰說花 需要開
若我 一天公開 明目張膽的愛 我怕會讓你 太意外
我的愛 只願 縮到最小 彷彿不存在
就算 我最愛你 情願好好遮蓋 我怕揭露了 不精彩
拆穿了 總盼望誰在意 蜜月難再
如若你發覺有我在 就結束暗戀的時代
無謂去博你憐愛 明白叫你太煩的 不是愛
如若我也有權愛 同樣我也有權揀 怎樣愛
those miserable days
9:18 PM