so tired.... and i'm suppose to be going through my Human and Mass Comm Book.. went through a few pages and i'm all tired. Recently not in the pink of health...u can always see me pale. Maybe i'm turning into a ghost soon! BuahHaha! I look as if i'm gonna faint any minute and i sometimes feel like i'm gonna faint any minute too. After my dad's incident, my health has gone down lots. Hope it better pick up soon. At this very moment..i've got stomach cramps...blocked nose..just recover from flu and still talk with my nose blocked....kinda like having a sore throat and ya...tired. I'm looking forward to going to ktv actually...though not in the best shape now..that's why hoping to recover faster. *SiGhz* If only somebody knows the importance of singing to me...it's not about sounding nice... but i just enjoy doing it. kinda relieve stress for me in a way.. SO!!!! Nobody gonna take away singing from me even if nobody wanna sing with me I WILL STILL SING! BuAHahHA! it's a emotional thingie i think. my emotional cure of all emotions that i'm pretty emotionless now...ehh..if u know wat i mean. i sometimes wont know wat i'm talking too :D... it's soooo sooo soo very hard to find people who really have the passion for singing around me.... so it's pretty like buddyless for my singing session but well, I WILL STILL SING!!! BUAhahahA!!!

Well, i'm always looking forward to my future...i dont knoe what it is about and i know it's not going to be an easy thing but somehow i got a kinda good feeling about it... sometimes i just sit around and i feel my future... haha..kinda crapy? ya..thought so too... but something just run through me and make me feel really positive about what's coming...it might turn out to be something i really love doing....hehe..so let's see how stuffs gonna work out man. Peace!

those miserable days
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