Yeaaa~~ I'm back to blog! 2nd week of sch..still pretty coolz! making more and more frens out of a class of 80 students :P I like to attend the lectures conducted by the gay lecturer, he doesnt hide the fact that HE IS GAY! or at least the whole class think he is..he goes around saying.. "I'm NasTy!" and he talks like a diva! lolx! if he says the "You Go Girl" with the action..i'm sure he looks likie anita! :P and we all notice how he likes the attention of the good looking guys in class~ lolx. funny lecturer. always made nam continue laughing and laughing. mich wasn't in sch that day cuz got hang over~ haha! or least mich will enjoy that gay lecturer so much.

Haven't got joey's new album yet but i've downloaded the songs..and i suppose my CD is somewhere flying on it's way here... though it's already released but i cant find it in singapore..so i got it flown from hong kong~ yes! YesAsia.Com! my fav shopping place! she is damn addictive man..Oops~ her music i meant! i would wanna always listen to her songs. There are these 3 music influence in my life... CoCo Lee, Alicia Keys and of course the newly added Joey Yung..she sings with so much feelings..sometimes i wonder how she does it. but i believe if u're like me..a listener who not only listens to the songs but all aspect of it..the vocals..the feelings..the loud or softness of the voice..the tune....the airy vocals she uses..etc etc..u will know she is one singer u can learn from. I think she's just born with it like coco and alicia. her voice is sooooo beautiful. and after she lose some weight and got fitted into some really nice clothings..she's just a diva! sexy and delicious~ YuMmy!

it's pretty weird... look at the singers i like...they doesn't live with their dads anymore and they are closer to their mothers..they got very good stage presence and song presentation...and of course..wonderful voice! I like Joey's character...the fun-loving joey..she will always say something in the interview that will shock the interviewer but we share some common stuffs... and i think it's because we're geminis! We always know what we are doing...sometimes too clear of what we are doing.... and because of this...it caused us to lose confidence at times. we are not afraid of anything unless it's the dearest to us...i'm not a singer but like a singer...i think i'll go crazy if i lost my voice..the other time i nearly lose my voice for 2 weeks...scare the hell outta me cuz i haven't lose my voice for that long before even when i was back in SJAB as a commander..my voice always been good. and of cuz we're intelligent! oh well! we're just geminis!! :P i admire geminis! they are the smartest among all the others. i'm glad i'm born under gemini...though we do have a spilt personality at times cuz of our twins!

Anyways...i hope everything goes well with me..cuz i realise there are certain things in life..u dont have to bother..cuz maybe u are the ONLY ONE bothering and none of them cares abit. so i've giving up. i doesn't wanna care anymore! it does not affect me too much though. For now, i only want my studies and music.

And last on the list...i really hope she will be fine...somehow i believe she will be fine.... i know she will be fine.. sometimes i hope the tumour is in me rather den her... cuz i know i'm a hell of a fighter..i dont let go of anything that easily and let anything pull me down. so a tumour in me will not bother me. and i will take losing all my hair due to the operation pretty well! i can wear some really coolx caps or beanie!! hahaz :P oh well... i hope it wont affect her in the future after this operation... maybe i'll see her on wednesday... i dont feel worried...maybe i am really not afraid of anything already. kinda numb to human feelings.

those miserable days
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