i was bathing and suddenly it came to me that.. i know what i'm up to now. I'm basically taking a break... taking a break from studies...taking a break by not working... taking a break from my friends...taking a break from any relationships...taking a break from this cruel cruel world. There's only one thing i cant take a break from...that is music...during this 'break'.. everyday..i'm surrounded by music...music that express my feelings. Everytime i leave my house to enter into this small room...it certainly is very small.. but i neva mind the long trip down to this small room.. for an hour or so..when i leave this room... i always feel happier den before i stepped into it. It's a small room powered by MUSIC. So it was so miserable when i fell sick..the losing of my voice for a week or so... the bad cough i have every night... the darn running nose that got me really irritated. but i'm pretty relieve to say that.. i'm on the road to recovery. or at least the voice finally came back.

those miserable days
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