"My dreams come true... never thought my dreams would come true.. i'll never thought i'll be right for you...it's like a dream i once knew... my dreams come true...never thought my dreams will come true..as long as time keeps going on..i swear i love you is true..all my heart!"
 
Oh boy! how i like this song alot. I wish that the singer will release an album or maybe the movie company will release a soundtrack for "sex and the beauties". They really got alot of nice songs inside.  These kind of songs is suitable to listen in a relaxing mood with a glass of good red wine (whatever good means. i dont enjoy wine. i prefer my Long island tea). Well, ladies look good holding wine glasses if you don't know. Or maybe wine, good music and a good book goes together? lol. i still want my long island tea! :P I like songs like that when inside a car too. dont knoe why, i will choose this type of songs over hip hop if given a choice but i guess i'll bored all my friends to death! I'm listening to mp3s now but there's only 3 songs in my playlist. which i'm repeating the whole day already. Dreams Come True, It Had To Be You and Diary. if i got a car, surely there will be these 3 songs.

oh well, i hope to get my own room soon. so i can decorate it my way! my own color! but not too much of what I want..but my parents gonna step in and want me to put things here and there. ^_^ It's gonna be a purple room and right in a corner of my room..i'm gonna put a disco ball... den gonna put some really cool door curtain. haven't tot how my windows curtain gonna look like... still gonna be months and months before i get my own room.  and one thing for sure.. it's gonna be NEAT and very NEAT! clean of course. i really cannot stand my own room so untidy! i am already starting to enjoy myself being in my own room in the near future. jazz, purple room, disco ball and some weird funny door curtain~ goes together? NOPE! but dont care! my room anyway! but it muz be a place for jazz. when u play jazz, there will be the mood ready for u! of cuz, maybe not only jazz..but alot of other types of music. But it's gonna be the mood it brings to me when i'm listening to music! that's for sure.

I wish to change my life in a way but haven't figured out the way. i am not happy with what i'm doing now..though the other twin in me is quite contented! i've been stupid.. always doing stupid and silly things. while the other twin in me is alot smarter and intelligent. she thinks well. her brains are always working. and she's always the one who can come up with an idea when a situation happens.

those miserable days
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