got bored again..started reading some files i've found...

reading some of the things really breaks my heart.... but i do know very well that things are different now...in fact very different... i'm just not used to it.... once she was my best friend...but i really dont knoe what happen in between...things started drifting apart and i felt that she din care anymore... for between both of us..there's no secrets...we had alot of fun in the past.... always disturbing one another..and we seriously talk about everything under the sun...
Though i have a new group of frens...but maybe becuz of how she made me feel in the past...i've been looking for the same feelings with my new group of frens.... and i sld know very well i wont find it.....i miss her.... i rem how unhappy i was..she always trying to cheer me up...she understands me well..she know how to say..and wat not to say... it just bring tears to my eyes to think about the past.... we were really really really close..... maybe becuz we were not that close to our family members..having lotsa problems den...and it's like we only have each other..but now...we're like strangers. Oh well... maybe that's life... but i'm glad we met each other...it doesn't matter wat happens in the future as long as we cherish the memories. I have new frens now...maybe i should look towards the future instead of..keep holding on to the past... even though a new 'she' has come into my life....maybe one day she might replace 'her'.. i hope..

Also found some files of me and my ex boyfriend. Well, dont really wanna talk so much about it but if you love someone... and you see he is feeling miserable inside the relationship...let him go..let him be happy..dont hold on and cause more hurt to him... and i give my blessing to him and his gf. Though it will take sometime for me to really get over the whole thing...wont be so soon though...

愛一個人不代表擁有.. 只希望他幸福..快樂..找到珍惜他的人
雖然有些人覺得我笨..可是他快樂比較重要...
而...我的快樂...有一天..我一定會找到的...

those miserable days
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